"Sometimes the Lord lets you go threw the red sea so that when you get to the other side ,you can look back and see your enemies dead on the opposite shore."
Its a quote but I cant remember from where  ,but this is what I know . God lets you go through some intense stuff  to show you what he can do and to grow in you what you need .It  can feel like Hes left you and doesnt see but ,beloved He sees. And one day when the timing is right you will be on that shore looking back across the sea, singing that victorious  song .